Notice how the girl never thinks HER OWN inferior genes matter.. They think of themselves as simple incubators , like the child's genes only come from Dad. This is why we continue to have incels (women will still breed no matter what they look like)
All of halsey's confessions need to be stickied if we want to claim we are red pill. Saying her opinions shouldn't matter cause she's not an 8 is BS, they are even MORE red pill. it is proof that when a women looks past you, she is saying "your DNA is garbage. Kill yourself" . She will smile to your face while thinking you are genetic filth that should get a 25 year late abortion
If I am trying to life hack (and I am) it would be silly of me to ignore facts. I wouldn't go so far as call my own genes inferior. They aren't god tier but I have some features that really help me and no abnormal ones. I am not unattractive. When I am in a depressive state I would go so far as refuse to look in mirrors convinced I'm an ogre but I've had enough feedback and life experience to know what people see when they look at me. I also do not use the measure of men who would fuck me as a guage. That's useless. Any thinking human with a vagina and some wit could not only get sex from a fair share of men but higher caliber men.
I look for what I'm missing in a partner. I also am safeguarding my kids from certain things. For example I like short guys just fine. I fell in love with one. He was the one who took my virginity. Handsome cocky devil. But short. I won't have a baby by a short man. I'm short. What if I have a son? Do I want him to go through what some short guys have confided in me? Never. Mommy loves the mere idea of him so I am going to at least try not to ruin his life. Same things with receding hairlines. I don't understand it but some twenty somethings suffer hair loss. Do I personally care? No. You can be a dynamic amazing human being and lose your hair. But if I have a son, I don't want to ache because I was too much of a dick to consider the ramifications of reproducing with a man with poor hair genetics. All the men in my family have great hair genetics. You are kidding yourself if in my sweet smile while meeting your family to think that I am not paying attention. A shit load of girls I know think this through too.
I think what makes this easy for me to do is partly from the fact that I cannot love like I used to. The way I used to love was all consuming and now I'm lucky if I am somewhat fond of someone. Some guy broke me and while I am a bleeding heart that won't intentionally hurt others, I am also pragmatic in an ugly way. I think thats what attracts me to this forum. The redpill society outside of this forum taught me very well.
What do you mean here ? How did he make you cum? Was his low self esteem and thus your own sense of superiority that turned you on?
What made me cum?
I would never be seen with him in public. He has problems and he would be the first to tell you. But I liked that he was such a disaster that he didn't have the energy to bullshit. He couldn't get over how pretty he thought I was and he was expressive and gentle and kind. He's an older guy pushing 40 and part of his gratefulness stemmed from how much younger I am and I was there with him and being sweet, making him feel good. I was in such a dark place. Meeting him the first time was super dangerous and I think part of me had a death wish.
He spread my legs and licked me with such reverence. I never really cared for oral sex. I am incredible at giving it but I've never received it with half as much success. I usually would only make men do it on a power trip or to justify doing anything for them. This is why sex can be a chore but more on that another day.
This guy was grateful for my pussy. We did terrible things that neither of us would ever tell anyone. I remember we'd go a few days straight. I'd blow all of my obligations off just to disappear with him. In the early morning, he'd step outside to pick up the paper. He was so clean cut and proper. Greeting little old ladies who would never guess the amount of time he spent with his face in my ass, eating my asshole. Doing anything I said. Never judging anything I liked. And I like a lot of things - no odd fetishes- but learned early in life most men can't handle the truth. So I have to feed into the image they have of me, be shocked and appalled at the things they expect me to be, pretend I've never had sex so good, the works. I usually finish myself because of this.
Last time he fucked me it was at his new apartment. Fucking stunning, overlooking all of Manhattan. He had me on my back and I asked him why he was so excited. I know why. He doesn't get sex and I came over looking like a knockout ready to play. I made him tell me if he would pay to fuck me and while he was inside me, to quote how much. It got me off. You'd understand if you saw where we were. That was the first thing that made me cum out of the several times I came last I saw him which wasn't that long ago. Most of you will shred me for the comment but thats why he's great at sex and you're just reading about it. No judgements and no need to pretend.
The point is he made me feel safe, sexy, valuable, and he wasn't afraid to be needy. When he would be down on himself, I uplifted him but for a moment there we would wallow on the loser-fucking-hot-chick trope and the honesty is overwhelming. So I guess yes, the superiority did make me feel good but its different. I know plenty of incels and they couldn't pay me to entertain the conversation. This one is different. I feel we look differently but our insides are the same and he's so fucking smart he can tell. I can tell. Thats how I think the sexual marketplace should be but no one cares. Its about aesthetics so here we are.
I usually can't cum with most people but he makes me cum so hard, I'm wiped out when its over. He's a dirty little secret of mine I guess. Always available to me, always ready.
I accept that this makes me sound like a bad person. All I care about though is that I never make him feel badly because fucking me like that saved my life once upon a time.