I don’t actually have that virus. I just got my first actual test results back TODAY. Unless I have an unknown or very rare strain of virus, I’m clear. In fact, I still don’t even have herpes simplex 1 or 2, gonorrhea, chlamydia, Hep C, syphilis, or of course HIV.
I strongly believed I did, and this was based off of legitimate potential exposures, however protected the sex was, where the other party was of a high risk category.
My belief that I had hiv was based off of very real empirical differential diagnoses based on a multitude of symptoms. To list them-
1. Nausea and GI upset
(And refusal to eat, no appetite, subsequently losing 4 pounds)
2. Night sweats and extreme hyperhidrosis of the palms and feet
3. Enlarged painful lymph nodes, (Lymphadenitis) on multiple locations on the head and trunk, which still even persist today
4. Candida growth on tongue (white tongue)
5. UTI and epididymitis (aka ball pain, turns out it wasn’t even from the clap or chlamydia though)
6. Sore throat
7. Chills and extreme fatigue
8. Myalgia (sore muscles and weakness)
9. Peripheral neuropathy
11. Constant mild headache
12. Occasional Bone/joint pain
These are telltale signs of acute HIV infection or even AIDS. Throw the random UTI and ball pain in there, the lymph nodes and subtract what could make this differential diagnosis tip towards a flu or mono or cold (lack of nasal symptoms and fever) and I was put into a living nightmare of anxiety and dread for two weeks.
If Gymcel or probably even other users here were to have had my symptoms in the window of urgency and with the risks I had taken, I believe they may have actually managed to kill themselves from the stress. So bad, I was praying to god in delirium and utterly distraught beyond the brink at the peak of these symptoms, and absolutely tearing myself apart inside. I thought I was seroconverting.
I made that post as a way of hopefully accepting my plight in advance.
The post I made about 10 days ago was someone else’s HIV test results. If you look you see that they also got tested for tuberculosis and malaria, which are totally irrelevant to me since I don’t ever go to the tropics/third world/Africa, Africa being the location of the dude whose results I put up. I’m not sure why it didn’t come up in reverse image search, but it’s searchable on google images under “positive HIV test” or some shit like that.
Just fucking lol though, all this promiscuity I got into and I don’t even got fucking herpes yet. Fucking lol.
I’m never doing sex with a stranger or a person with a Y chromosome again unless they’re definitely negative , and not for years to come minimum. If I do anything I’m sticking to grinding and first-second base shit
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